[Private to Angelina]

[beastkingnaoma]

Hey. You. We need to talk.

And I'm not really in a mood to pussy around, so I'll just come out and say it.

I know you're leaving. I want to know why, and why the hell you didn't just tell me.

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[heroespink.livejournal.com]

If you fucking know then some faggot's already showed you the entry.

So there you fucking go.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

That still doesn't answer why the fuck you didn't just tell me.

[heroespink.livejournal.com]

Because I didn't.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

You had to have had a reason not to tell me, so what the fuck is it.

[heroespink.livejournal.com]

Because you'd be a fucking sap about it and I don't want to deal with that shit.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

...Do you really not feel anything about leaving? At all?

[heroespink.livejournal.com]

Why the fuck should I?

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

..With everything that happened? You really don't feel anything?

[heroespink.livejournal.com]

Maybe some fucking relief that I'll be free of this shithole.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

..then you know what.

...Fuck it. I'm going to say all my sappy shit anyway even if all it does is bother you.

Go ahead, leave. You don't owe me anything. Everything I did for you was because I wanted to do it, because I cared.. and still care.. about you.

Fuck, I knew you'd leave eventually anyway. You're only what, seventeen? I forgot that for a while because of how you look, but..yeah. You lost your entire life, and even before that your life wasn't that great, so I knew you'd eventually want to go do shit that wasn't here. So go, do it. Live a life. Do whatever you want.

I'm happy about the time we spent together, even if it apparently didn't mean anything to you.

And if we never see each other again, oh well. If we do, maybe we can talk. Or something. I don't know.

Just. I dunno, live your life however you want. I want you to be happy, even if it's not with me.

[heroespink.livejournal.com]

....

....fuck.

.... God dammit it did mean something to me and it still means something to me but

fuck.

I'm not any good at this shit, that's why I didn't fucking tell you and I didn't want anything trying to keep me here!

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

..Don't have any second thoughts, okay?

Go do other stuff, if you think that's what you need to do. The last thing I want is to try and control what you do.

[heroespink.livejournal.com]

...

if you downgrade to some cheap slut, I'm going to come back and kick your ass.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

Nah I'll stick to expensive ones.

..so.

...Bye?

[heroespink.livejournal.com]

...bye.

..maybe I'll call or send a letter or something.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

...okay.